In 11 days we are going in for FET #2 (frozen embryo transfer). We have 9 embryos on ice from my stimulation cycle, so the good news is that we just have to have them transferred back to me. No shots, and way less medication.
I am so scared, and so nervous. We have to fork out $3,900 for this one, and that does not count medication. My medication runs about $120 per week, and I take that for 1 week prior to the procedure, and then up until I am 8-10 weeks pregnant. So lots & lots of money. I am scared to spend all this money again, and for the same thing to happen again.
But we're going to do this. It's all we have ever dreamed of. It's different this time. This time I have so much uncertainty because of our previous miscarriage. Last time I was so hopeful God would let it work out, but it didn't. This time I have more trust that either way God's plan will prevail. Whether that be we welcome a baby the fall of next year, or we are back at square one. Really, I'm just praying He gives me the faith to trust Him.
No comments:
Post a Comment