SO EXCITED. SO EXPECTANT. SO HOPEFUL.
I had my appointment today to make sure my body has calmed down from hyper stimulation. I went in with hope, but I also went in knowing we may have to wait ANOTHER month, and I anticipated the latter. But God rocked my world through the words my doctor said. "Everything is back to normal, let's schedule your FET." Shock. Awe. Tears. Excitement.
All the feelings I have been wanting to feel, and there I had them, right in that patient room. Dion could not come with me today, but as soon as the doctor and nurse left the room, I did a little praise dance, looked up to my Father and said so sincerely, "thank You."
September 17th. That is THE big day. The day we get 1 or 2 of our little embabies (embryos) transferred to me. Our little embryos that have already divided into 100 cells, and all they need to do is simply stick and then make a home for the next 9 months. Half of me, half of my dear husband, all of my heart. They just have to stick.
I feel it in my bones and in my soul that this is our time. I feel like God is going to make this happen. With a LOT of Jesus, help from doctors, 10 billion tears, 5 million break downs, we may just end up with our miracle(s).
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